What happens in my head

I sit and stare at the wall in my room. Thinking as I hear the sound of the heater blowing onto my skin. My face is red hot. Are superstitions  even real? If I do something great with my lavender socks on, would it help me the next time if I wore them? My brain is smaller then yours. No it's the same size. Is it? 32 or 12 on the act... does how well you test really matter? Did Einstein take the act. Can you be good at something that's not math, English, reading, and science and still be successful? They will drop me off soon, no car, far from home, there with strangers. Go said the mom bird, try and try to find your wings because when you do we will part. Is senior year a repeat of ninth grade?  I think about that every day, trying to find similarities. I ran away once but didn't get out the front door. The boy I built a treehouse in my backyard with is gone. I miss him. I miss who I was then. But I like who I am now too. 

Scatterbrained.

Sincerely, Paislee Jane