A song for you

Dear Summer love,

First day of summer came, Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, he growing on her, and she's just another toy. He's moving on while she's stuck like glue. He's so sure of himself, while she don't know what to do. 

Summer days grow short, there's a change in the weather. She's feeling a chill and it's cause there not together but for right now I'm happy that your happy. A flower for every time she thought he was the one for her.

She thinks every once in a while not as often anymore, there's a hint of a smile. The emotions are raw, but she's feeling alright. She doesn't need him for now, he's practically out of her sights.

 People are right but the timings all wrong. But she'll do it she'll get through it that's why she's writing him this.

Cause maybe in a year or two she'll  be thinking of him he'll be thinking of her.

But for now she is content liking the boy out of her reach, and why shouldn't she?

Sincerely, Paislee Jane

Bye home hello college

I've been afraid of the change

I built my life in your brick walls

But the walls can't hold me in anymore.

Sitting under the glowing decorated tree, twinkling lights, presents wrapped,

Happy.

Sitting under the blankets of my bed, door locked, mad face, 

Tantrum.

Sitting on the bench outside, birds chirping, sun shining, 

Peace.

Sitting in office for way too long, tired eyes, zero creativity coming to mind,

Blogspot

Sitting at the dinner table, homemade meal, loving parents,

Sunday.

Sitting at the kitchen counter at 1:37 am, falling asleep, pushing forward

Homework 

Children get older, I'm getting older too,

Packing my bags going somewhere new

Wish me luck

Bittersweet goodbye.

 Sincerely, Paislee Jane

ps. I won't forget to hang a picture on my new brick wall of us, for that is a memory I want to keep forever.