im still here a year later... mighty change of heart?

I feel as though this week I have hit a change a turning point you could say. I am very motivated to just do my best. The best that Sister Henry can do. I have a desire to serve God and his son Jesus Christ because I love them. I will not get upset because of rejection, I will smile tell myself I got this with the saviors help and keep pushing forward. I will not be sad if I fall short of a goal, because I will re-evaluate and make a better plan for the next goal. I will not think negative destructive thoughts but instead will fill my thoughts with positivism and happy thoughts. I know that the Savior loves me. I know that the enabling power of His Atonement can pick us up and get us back on track. I am motivated to work hard and to give it my all each day. I will notice blessings from my Heavenly Father and also notice the help from his children, also the people I love beyond the veil also lifting me up helping me do my best. I know that I can do the best on my mission and also the best in this area. I will pray with faith and hope that he will consecrate our efforts for good. I will study for my investigators so I can help them develop a stronger testimony of our Savior Jesus Christ. I will turn to prayer when I feel discouraged and because Heavenly Father loves me he will lift me up. He truly knows me he loves me. I can be on his right hand each day as I serve and love his children. I can do this, I will do this, I am doing this.

Just think of all the people cheering me on
''It's time for a champion''
 the bruises
the tears
the scars
em you need those to get better to be better

just be the best you can, give it what you have

 in the end you'll miss it emz